Never in my mind, I'd have to go through this kind of night. When you said you want to take a break. You mentioned that it was not us, it was just you. It's the long commitment that suffocate you; and for that you asked for a pause. It was not an easy statement for me to hear; it's never even become a question for me to approve. You said, you'll go away for a while; but what may be short for you can be a lifetime longing for me. I know I'm just too selfish to ask you to stay, though my reply was never meant to be heard anyway. So you just sit there, silently, asking for my blessing to fly. You said that growing apart can never hurt anyone and we'll learn something more walking this path. I'm just scared of being here with your absent. 'Cause you were there when I reached the low end. So now, who should I run to next? I know it's a lie to smile at the end, while a tear just a drop away for me to shed: but I know you mean well. I know you want what&#