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Happy birthday, Gita ...

Having a birthday is a must for every human who was born in this world. Just like me, today is my birthday. My 23rd birthday. Just like every other birthdays I've been through, today feels just like the other days. Nothing feels different and extraordinary besides the fact that I am one year older than I was yesterday. Maybe, this birthday isn't quite special because I feel a little bit disappointed with myself. As I remember, last year, my best friends and I celebrate my birthday in some pasta restaurant and they gave me a little surprise. At that moment, I promised to my self as I blew the candle, that it would be my last birthday as a college student. How did it turn out? Well, here I am now. Still having my student card in my wallet, besides having the alumni card, which reminding me that my wish didn't granted as I wanted. I'm still a college student. Probably, last year I didn't wish that hard or I just didn't push myself to the limit. Yet, it was som

about u, mbul ...

I should curse the heaven above from giving me such bad attitude I should curse you for making me that way for the way that somehow ..... .... when I see you, I just want to shout when I see you .. my mind just want to explode and all of the cursing and the swearing just come up so easily from my mouth ... 'till I realized the look in your face How you've been hurt, by me How you've chosen to be strong all the time to not loosing your control and be the man who always ready to be hurt 'Till I realized How sometimes a tear just want to come down from your face ... how you hold it so I wouldn't have to see it How sometimes my ignorance is just too much .. 'till I cry and still your arms will always be there To hold me so I won't fall apart To cry with me, and feel my deepest feeling that I can't ever reveal and So I curse you with that .. To be so weak yet so strong, So I can't be too far from you