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Hello January, hello a hell new year!

I finally started to open my blog again and try to write some new things, but then I decided to look up into my old posts especially the one that I wrote on January 2013. I found out that I made 13 wish lists for the past year and I barely achieve them all.

So, I finally graduated! Yeay! It's a really big achievement for me, remembering all the break down and stuff. It was held last March and even though I didn't get an 'A' as I wished before, but it's just more than enough for me.

Then, after I finished all of the skripsi-thing, I thought a lot about my future. About what I wanted to do in my life after I finish college, and I made a really different choice again. I didn't apply for any overseas-scholarship. I chickened out and a bit of lazy to fill all of the forms and to dot all the i's and cross all the t's. I only applied for several jobs and got accepted one time in a school to be a teacher assistant, but I didn't accept that also. That also means that I didn't have any other promising job. Rather than that, I applied for a Master Degree in UI, majoring Developmental Psychology and THANK GOD, I was admitted. So, I moved back into my house and started my post graduate in Depok-Bogor. It was started on July.

Did it make me happy? Well, I don't know. I feel like I have disappointing my self not to fulfill my own wish-lists. It made me feel like I have betrayed my own will and it made me a very inconsistent person.

I still hasn't lost 10 kg, which is depressing! *aarrgghh*
I still am not a morning person, I love to wake up at 10! *aarrgghh*
I always procrastinate my work and my endurance hasn't become better! *aarrgghh*
I still not a very good person to some people! *aarrgghh*

But I finally go to two countries last year. I went to Thailand with my parents and China with my Mom. So I think it's a new experience for me. I finally see snow and watch several wonderful buildings and arts! Amazing!





Well, for my own achievements, I think I still have so many things to do and improve to make my self stronger and braver. I have so many dreams to achieve and I believe I will achieve it one step at a time ..

So happy new year all!




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