Never in my mind, I'd have to go through this kind of night. When you said you want to take a break. You mentioned that it was not us, it was just you. It's the long commitment that suffocate you; and for that you asked for a pause. It was not an easy statement for me to hear; it's never even become a question for me to approve. You said, you'll go away for a while; but what may be short for you can be a lifetime longing for me. I know I'm just too selfish to ask you to stay, though my reply was never meant to be heard anyway. So you just sit there, silently, asking for my blessing to fly. You said that growing apart can never hurt anyone and we'll learn something more walking this path. I'm just scared of being here with your absent. 'Cause you were there when I reached the low end. So now, who should I run to next? I know it's a lie to smile at the end, while a tear just a drop away for me to shed: but I know you mean well. I know you want what
Dear Khema, It was such a pleasure time to be able to meet you. It's been too long since our last endevours. Surprisingly, I miss you from time to time. I know we've never been that close, but turns out your presence is strongly impacting my life. It was so nice to be able to see your face. You look so ... peaceful? You just look so different. You looked happier and I AM happy for you. Although, to be honest, I was kinda envy that, too. Your words kinda stuck in my head for a while, you said that life is easier without money. Then you laughed .. and I know that you're so sincere with your words. For that, I was jealous. I wish my life was simpler. Not worrying about money, about carreer, about "what's next". Oh, Khema .. Life is such a battleship, now. I wish I could told you more about it. I really missed our long conversation. Remember those days, when I can suddenly come to your room and we'd go somewhere, just us two. I miss a friend like you. W