Dear Khema,
It was such a pleasure time to be able to meet you. It's been too long since our last endevours. Surprisingly, I miss you from time to time. I know we've never been that close, but turns out your presence is strongly impacting my life.
It was so nice to be able to see your face. You look so ... peaceful? You just look so different. You looked happier and I AM happy for you. Although, to be honest, I was kinda envy that, too.
Your words kinda stuck in my head for a while, you said that life is easier without money. Then you laughed .. and I know that you're so sincere with your words. For that, I was jealous.
I wish my life was simpler. Not worrying about money, about carreer, about "what's next".
Oh, Khema ..
Life is such a battleship, now.
I wish I could told you more about it. I really missed our long conversation. Remember those days, when I can suddenly come to your room and we'd go somewhere, just us two. I miss a friend like you. Who always listen and never (ever) judge me for being the loud me. I miss how I can easily vent.
And now, sometimes I wish I could have the life you chose.
Khema, would you mind if I'm writing to you from time to time? I just feel so lost and lonely. I don't know where should I go and talk to.
You don't have to reply, Khema. I just need to talk. I just need someone to listen.
Yours,
Gita
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