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Mungkin kita sudah sampai pada titik ini
Dimana hanya keheningan yang mengisi
Ketika hati sudah enggan untuk berujar
Karena sang waktu yang sudah lelah untuk dikejar

Hati kita tidak lagi tersentuh kelitik yang jahil
Yang ternyata hanya sudi untuk mampir
Tapi tak ingin bertahan selama sejati

Dan,
Jika kamu bertanya tentang aku
Maka akan kulepas kamu
Untuk mengejar semua cita yang sedari dulu didamba

Karena jika memang ini adalah suratan
Maka, akan tetap ada di kita di hari esok

Dan,
jika semua indah hanya ilusi memori
Maka,
ijinkan aku pamit undur diri ....

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