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meninggalkan itu berat

kalau harus memilih meninggalkan atau ditinggalkan ?
neither !

haha .

yah .
ditinggalkan itu beraaat .
tapi, meninggalkan jauh lebih berat .
wai ?!

karena anda punya pilihan.
choices.

bisa aja pilihan itu berubah, untuk tetap pergi atau tetap tinggal.
tapi, yg pasti in the end, kita tetap harus memilih .

dan.
memilih untuk meninggalkan semua itu : BERAT !

meninggalkan orang-orang yang paling dicintai untuk meraih mimpi.
meninggalkan catatan sejarah di hati orang-orang itu untuk berlari mengejar asa.
meninggalkan 'keamanan' dan 'kenyamanan' yang susah untuk kembali dicari.

believe me, it's hard .

tapi,
seseorang juga pasti gag mau terkukung dalam sebuah sangkar dan dilarang untuk terbang.
seseorang juga pasti enggan untuk terdiam dan hanya melihat dunia berputar dari jendela.

seseorang pasti ingin ikut merasakan perubahan angin dan ikut terbawa gelombang samudra.
seseorang punya mimpi, dan pasti ingin meraihnya.

itu dia.
harga yang harus dibayar untuk sebuah mimpi.
langkah-langkah berat yang harus diambil untuk meninggalkan dunia kenyamanan kita.

tapi.
aku rasa itu baik.
karena, kalo selamanya terkungkung dan merasa aman.
toh, kita gag akan pernah sadar apa arti dari sebuah kenyamanan bukan ?


nb : gw nulis ini di hari terakhir gw liburan di bogor, setelah memutuskan utk gag plg selama staun ke dpn. berat rasanya utk ninggalin rumah lg. apalg utk ninggalin tmn" gw yg smakin gede" n kluarga gw yg smakin jarang gw sapa. ahaaa . home sweet home .

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